December 2009
36 posts
“I know I said I loved you but I’m thinking I was wrong, I’m the...”
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life is funny
i found some old writings. time is a strange thing. philly- 2 years ago these days are; compulsively counting down, they’re staying still, if not here then only somewhere else. heavy breathing filling up a weighty head, dirty days turn to a filthy week, it’s swallow swallow swallow too many times a day, wondering when the color’s going to come. there’s an excess of field dreams, and...
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“Most people don’t realize until they are on their deathbed and everything...”
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“You then no longer derive your identity, your sense of who you are, from the...”
– eckhart tolle
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“We can’t move in together because of my problem: I have to live on my own...”
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witching hour
the witching hour is the time when supernatural creatures such as witches, demons and ghosts are thought to be at their most powerful, and black magic at its most effective. This hour is typically midnight, and the term may now be used to refer to midnight, or any late hour, even without having the associated superstitious beliefs. The term “witching hour” can also refer to the period...
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“If you want to come over — Come over and get high. we can listen to The...”
Dec 12th
Dec 12th
unsettling.
“If death and decomposition are allowed to take their natural course, then our energy passes on into the grass and other vegetation surrounding our grave site. But considering that many people are now buried in thick walled boxes, most of our potential organic energy after we’re dead is prevented from becoming anything, and rots in the ground right along with us.” now all i can...
Dec 11th
“and i thought, be still my heart- this could be a brand new start.”
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“Angst, sometimes called dread, anxiety or even anguish is a term that is common...”
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Dec 6th
A BRACELET OF BRIGHT HAIR ABOUT THE BONE
The Romans put skulls into their love poems. Skeletons and dry bones along with love. As if violet was only beautiful against something black. We also talked of death, I perhaps more than you. It made me happy to think of the newly dead body being lowered into the coffin of the other. You found this idea impressive but terrible. I longed for your agreement and approval. Wanted you to understand...
Dec 6th
“we will sing pretty songs about love and we will fight if that’s what it...”
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